August 2010
im feeling
the need for one last beach day before it turns to fall.
sunday :)
today
i start a new chapter.
im nervous, yes.
but i need this.
i really need it…
Day 12- pet peeve
when people slurp or suck their food/teeth. kill me on the spot. i have a rude tendency to cover my ears when people do this. childish i know, but hey it helps me not scream at you.
Day 11- out of anyone in the world, who would you...
whoever decided that you have to ace all your aps, save a third world country, be an olympic athlete, and get a 397593050000 on the sat to get into the college of your choice.
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy,...
Happy: Teenage Dream
Sad: Winter Song
Bored: Cosmic Love
Hyped: Like a G6
Mad: Fuck You
Day 09- something that pissed you off, that...
hmm. well yesterday in spanish, i was forced against my will to trade my paper with the quiet creepy girl who never speaks. let me just mention, i am horrible at spanish, so i count on my best friend to grade my paper and go easy on me. they quiet creepy girl proceeded to give me a 14/24, while i hyperventilated and went crazy in my desk.
IM NEVER SWITCHING PAPERS WITH HER AGAIN AFNOIDNVODFISKNJ
i had a good day today
well… after school.
i got to send 10 hours with my best friend. i love her so much and im so lucky to have someone in my life that has the same odd sense of humor as me. we can really laugh about anything. im so comfortable around her. i can be a giant pig and sleep on her couch, and the great thing is that she eats too and then we nap together :)
then my other two bestfriends came and...
Serendipity.: "Meet Cute." →
I wanna be at the wrong place at the right time. I want to feel embarassed having some random person helping me out because I either got lost, dropped my stuff, or I don’t know—have some random cute guy notice me listening to his taste of music and strike comfortable conversation— relieved to know…
Day 08- akward obsessions
alright, this is gunna come out super awkward. but this is called awkward obsessions so here we go…
im obsessed with boobs. its probably out of jealousy, because i have no boobs at all. but still. im obsessed with scarlett johannson because of them. im in love with my friends boobs. and might i mention i am completely straight. i JUST LOVE BOOBS. i mean come on… theyre just so girly...
sometimes
okay… most of the time, im waiting for something spectacular to happen to me. is that cliche? a bit. but i have this feeling, a feeling like im missing out. i know life isnt going to be like some teen movie and youre going to find someone you love, ace all your tests, and become a major part of society. but come on. am i really that socially awkward and/or ugly that nobody wants to talk to...
Day 07- what was your last dream about
my last dream,
i was walking through school with kristen. we had a huge paper due tomorrow that we only had 2 hours to write that day . (my dreams make no sense) while i was freaking out, she said she was going to the movies with our friends madi and beth, and proceeded to call them and get picked up.
this describes both of our personalities quite well.
um
my half hour nap turned into three hours. and i now have all this shit to do. love life
just had to make one of the hardest decisions of...
i dont know whats going to come of my choice. its all so bittersweet. :( :(
i wish
i was more photogenic. every picture i take i look like a squinty eyed leprechaun
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
probably my facebook addiction. i dont even know why im addicted, i just am.
Day 03- Worst movie you ever saw
probably drag me to hell. i mean come on, its about some cursed button and a creepy possessed goat. LAME
Day 2, why I got a tumblr.
i cant say there is an interesting story. my friends had one and i decided to check it out. the end.
Day 1- 15 interesting facts about my life?
1.) i was born a ginger. not many people can say that.
2.) i used to be in commercials as a baby, but i threw a temper tantrum so my mom stopped.
3.) my parents own a restaurant. this means people think im rich. i despise when people say that, because they have no idea WHATSOEVER about my money situation.
4.) ive never been camping in the wild.
5.) ive been born and raised in santa clarita....
ive never done these before...
Day 01- 15 interesting facts about your life so far Day 02- Why you got a tumblr Day 03- Worst movie you ever saw Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have Day 05- A picture of somewhere you want to travel to Day 06- celebrity crush and why (supply picture) Day 07- what was your last dream about Day 08- akward obsessions Day 09- something that pissed you off, that normally shouldn’t piss you...
I don't know what to do.
To quit or not to quit? To me, it feels like I fail at everything. Anything I try at I never truly succeed. I’m never the best at something, always just average. I hate that word, average. But then again, what’s the point? In about 75 years i’ll be dead. Heck, maybe even in 2 if the mayans are right. But for once, I would like to be proud of myself. To feel like I truly...
sometimes
you have to see someone again, to realize how much you love them and miss them. while some say absence makes the heart grow fonder, i think its different for me. absence makes my heart forget, and the feelings fade. but when i see them again, it amazes me how much i really did miss them in the back of my head, and how much i love them.
sometimes
i feel so lonely and unsure
AIGHT BITCH WHO BEAT ME ON EBAY
i kinda hate you. you just ruined the perfect little life dream i had going in my head. i REALLY needed that desktop, but no. you just had to have it. and now im forced to search again, even though that one was perfect. so enjoy it you little turd…
end of ranting.
DAMN YOU
inability to buy a new mac desktop… my poor little notebook just cant hold all my vtv stuff :’(
i should have gone
the board never lies…
:/
