my best friend. just spending a small amount of time with her talking about life makes my day 10x better. i honestly dont know what i would do without her
feeling left behind
is not a good feeling :(
im going to get fit. im determined
I cant believe this year is over. VTV has probably been the only thing school wise that has kept me going this year. This year wouldnt have been the same without 4 special seniors who I all love dearly. While I might not be as close with some, they still made a huge impact on my life and changed my year for the better. I cannot write how much I am going to miss these people. Just the thought of it...
i think my stomachs a garbage disposal.
i spelt here wrong. thats how in a rage i am. my apologies for spamming feeds. the end.
oh and another thing.
in this certain program im in… i love a lot of the people. they make me so happy. then i take a gander at the others and im like WTF why am i hear this is beyond stupid. that is all.
not to be a jealous bitch or anything...
but it really bothers me when people get to do all this shit just because they are beautiful. yeah i get it, they are beautiful. but oh YEAH they havnt really done shit except stand there and look pretty. yeah, they might have talent, and they will probably get to find out because they get to do all the jobs, parts, ect… why, because theyre BEAUTIFUL. meanwhile the average looking people...
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE. Full Name: Amanda Caitlin McFerren Birth Date: March 4, 1994, Current Location: California. Hair Color: red. Righty/Lefty: Righty LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE. Your fear: ski lifts, squirrels, failure. Your dream of the perfect date: Where i dont feel awkwars. something thats not cliche. Goals you’d like to achieve: learn how to colorize on fcp. LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY,...
WE WON WE WON WE WON
not to brag or anything ;) but FUCK YEAH TEAM SILVER. we got thissss. im so proud of all of us. i cant believe how amazing our team was and how amazing our work was! this is my first ever time winning something for video and i just gotta say it…. I LOVE IT. ajfkbsnfjk. this is amazing. i CANNOT wait for my next 2 years of vtv <3 oh, and i didnt mind showing up some cocky people either...
12 hour film festival?
so that was amazingly stressful.. i managed to eat my way throught the day, but hey , we made a great video. my vtv friends are amazing, and today reminded me how much i love them :) TEAM SILVER
this year has gone by so fast…. but then again it hasnt. so much has happened , but i feel like ive been on repeat the whole school year. whoever said highschool was the best years of your life was wrong. whoever said sophomore year was horrible was right. i cant say im sad this year is over. i just want to be able to start fresh and turn over a new leaf. the only good thing about this year...
i despise school
ap tests? fuck. c in chem? fuck. stupid grade in english because the tests are lame? fuck. 2 hot spots to do? double fuck i just want summer to be here already dammit.
might not get to go to vtv movie night :( fml.