what the fuck
did i do to anger the gods this much?!?!?!
feeling really sorry for myself tonight. then someone told me whats going on in thier life. i realized my problems werent so huge, and other people had a lot bigger problems than me. i still have my family, my friends, and my self. and while things dont always work out perfectley, i dont really have anything to complain about. my heart breaks for him.
Im so fed up.
I know I seem mean, but idk, i just dont care anymore. im tired of pretending to like people when i really dont. the way they think they are better than everybody really bothers me. and they are SO CLINGY. ugh. im just done with you. Im also done with you, miss, pretend nothing is wrong when you ditched me and everyone else for girly man. and then you, miss i used to be best friends with you, but...
I LOVE BECCA
beccajoy: i wanna meet you ;) if your talking about the same person i think you are… i wanna meet you too ;)